During a 3 hour excursion back home to College Station, I had an epiphany. It wasn’t an hour into the drive when I drove through road work in South Fort Worth. There were road signs signaling the road work ahead, and these signs prepared me for any slow-
And then it dawned on me. These signs were aids in the travel, just as God is in life. Except, we don’t get neon orange signs to let us know of the dangers or mysteries of this travel. We are expected to just trust in God and know He has everything under control. He will help us when there is no shoulder, loose gravel or no center stripe on our path. When we have faith in His lead, He will guide us through the road work in our life.
What stuck out the most to me on this drive was the last sign, the ‘End of Work Zone’ sign. Lately, I have been growing in my walk with Him, in my relationships with my friends, and in my own self discovery. I had made it through the road work in my life, and I am in comfortable and amazing place in life. I couldn’t be more grateful for the people and circumstances in my life. Additionally, I have been eager to begin new journeys; whether that’s finding prince charming or pursuing my new major and life plans, I have rushed to look out for these events, hoping that every moment is the deciding factor in my life. What I have not realized, and what God revealed to me during the remaining 2 hour drive, is that I haven’t made it through the ‘Work Zone.’ Although I have made it through the road work of loose gravel and shoulder drops, I am not ready to return to my normal pace and embark on the rest of my journey, so to speak. I’m still in that work zone and need to adapt to all the new changes in my life. I should not be racing back to my normal speed, but continuing at the recommended speed, giving a ‘brake’ to the workers and watching for
Sometimes it is easy to wonder when life will play out perfectly, and when you will meet the right person or come across the right situation that will determine your career in life. But these things shouldn’t be the focus of your life...not until God has cleared you of your work zone and set you back onto clear road.
He’s instructed us:
“Do not be anxious in anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, submit your request to God and the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your heart and your soul in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:13
We can’t worry about the road ahead of us, just have faith in Him, and He will see to it that everything will go perfectly.
“Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.” Proverbs 3:5-6
I wrote this entry after I changed majors, was between relationships, was adapting to taking care of myself in college, was making new friends and was learning more about my personal walk with the Lord. Quite frankly, I was changing in a lot of areas, and I reached a point where I thought I was ready to move on to more exciting adventures. I couldn't figure out why I seemed to be a stand still. What I have learned is that I was still recovering and adjusting to these new changes and was not ready to jump back in to new challenges. For example, I could not understand how I could know so many nice guys yet my dating life be at a lull. A couple of months after writing this entry, I actually started dating the man who is now my Fiance. God has a perfect timing for everything in our lives, and when we are completely out of our work zones, He will allow us to resume traveling at our usual speed. Until then, we must trust in Him to keep us away from dangerous road conditions. Every time I drive through a construction zone I am reminded about His hand in my life and
~Rachel
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